Super.Guilty.

Lately ive been making lists inside of my head. 
Things I love, 
things I hate, 
things I don't know, 
things everyone should know about.


and you're number one on my list of things i hate.

you breathed infinity into my world.

and now that infinity is gone.

 It's replaced with realization.

 I never realized how much you cared about yourself.

 Do you keep the people that you do around you just for their looks? 

Their love? 

Their need for a person to cling to?

Sorry, 
but
I really need someone who truly understands who I am. 
And loves me for it.


 Or just someone who doesn't understand me at all,
 but still loves me for it.


p/s: Ini saya.